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Name: Linda
Nickname: Lin, Jonesy,BebopChick, Phreya
Age: 19
DOB: 9/6
Height: 5'3"
Hair: Brown(naturally) now black brown
Eyes: Brown
Location: NYC
Siblings: 2 brothers(both older)
Sport: Hockey
Team: New York Rangers
Fave Players: Dan Blackburn, Jamie Lundmark, Mike Richter, Mike Dunham
Grade: 2nd year in College
Piercings: 2(both in ears)soon more. . .

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Parents that think their child is gifted
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Monday, December 05, 2005
R.I.P. Goldie =(

Yea.... was gonna write this sooner but i figured it was best now because i know i can type out this entry without crying. Ironic how my mom and i were talking this monday saying god this has been a bad year. . . and she tells me, well its only gonna be December...there is stil room for more. And who would of knew that it could get worse, and so soon at that? Friday we took goldie my kitty of 12 years, to the vet because it looked like he had gained a significant amount of weight within a matter of days. Hell he even felt heavier. Found out when we were there that the X-rays showed he had gained 2.7lbs of weight in fluid. Had something to do with the tumor he had. Basically all of a sudden fluid started to build up in his body giving him little to almost none breathing space. Literally there was fluid everywhere but a little tiny circle. Basically if we would of left it for like 2 more weeks he would of drowned. Sad to say standing there watching the X-ray the vet was like "I think it's time...." those words went right through me because i knew what was coming. Even if we would of tried to help him we would have to come back every 3 days to drain him and it will end up putting him in a lot more pain. Soo bascially the only thing we could do and what we all knew was coming was putting him to sleep. Still is kinda hard to realize that he isn't here anymore. What made me feel the worse was the fact that they brought him down from the X-rays so we could say goodbye to him. To see him sitting on the table, awake and aware as ever, absolutely broke my heart to know that this was going to be the last time that I wil see him alive or that I would see him period. To know that he wasnt going to go home with us was horrible and i kinda wish that i didnt see him. I keep playing it in my head over and over and I'm just glad that he is finally not in pain anymore. Although his last 2 years of life he lived it will diabetes and a tumor he was a fighter all the way to the end. You know how they say cats have 9 lives? Well i believe that he used all of them as he was near death soo many times but ended up being strong and pulling through and recovering like a champ. I had him since i was 7 and for 12 years filled our family with lover and affection....bleh cant even type this without tearing up.. I will miss him very much and loved him soo much. Gonna stop now because if i try to type more its gonna take me forever to get these sentences out without crying... anyway thats all i really wanted to in peace my lil teddy bear.....

Posted at 12/5/2005 8:09:06 pm by Lin986

Friday, December 02, 2005
Bleh, next semster sucks. . .

Just when you think ahh here is the perfect opperunity again! Tis registration time and here's get another chance for me to make a sechedule i like with the classes that i want. . . err scratch that... with the classes i am required to take. Just finished doing it like 10min ago so you will here my pissed off tale of how much its gonna suck next year ><. Ok so the courses that i am taking are Physics, Music history, Spanish I, and English Literature II =P. . .that one i didnt want to take but since i want to get outta here asap i took it cuz if conformed best with my sech. . yea not the best way to choose classes since i will find it boring as hell but i want out goddammit ><. So basically i have class everyday. . and 3 of those days i have to be up nice and early. . . oh joy. . your wondering cuz i bitch so much about early classes why the fuck do u take them at that time? Well cuz i can deal with morning classes better and it makes the day go faster and it works for me i mean hell its been working for 3 semesters. So 2 of the days i have to be there a long time. . .and what sucks is and what kinda doesnt suck about it is that all the classes are directly one after a nother.. . no big breaks inbetween on my long days anymore ><. . . but i do still have some long breaks. . . ./sigh. Anyway overally it isnt too bad its just with the classes that i am taking i feel i will have the stress that i am having this semster . . all over again. . /sigh i need a break dammit. . .i wish i could transer, damn school hasnt told me anything yet. . . but i may be able to get outta here on time so i just may do that. . of course EVENTUALLY i will need speech but i am just not ready to take that. . . when? Heh my last semster. . .yea i'ma big chicken when it comes to that class and what better way to make my nerves go craZy than putting it off until the last minute? Yes you are one wise person there. . .tyty =). Hmm this entry is gonna neeed to be cut short need to take mah kitty to the vet because he's in pretty bad shape ><. But some final bull shit before i go. .  .wuwu gratz to the rangers for kicking ass yesterday and beating the penguins 2-1. . . we are making some damn points and they seem to be really rocking this year ^^. . . so yea need to get going. . . wish i had more to say but tis need to be responsible. . . until next time. . . IT'S PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!!!111!

Posted at 12/2/2005 2:57:07 pm by Lin986

Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Soldier Side

One of my absolute favorite songs on the new album Hypnotize. And guess what? Yes yes more lyrics beacuse i have nothing interesting to write and well this is a lot more interesting. Powerful powerful lyrics, but what else did you expect from system of a down right? Soo here they are lyrics to Soldier Side.


Soldier Side

Dead men lying on the heart of the grave
Wondering when savior comes, if he is gonna be saved
Maybe you're a sinner and to your turn in life
Maybe you're a joker, maybe you deserve to die

They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope
He's never coming back

They were crying when their sons left
All your men must go
He's come so far to find no truth
He's never going home

Young men standing on the top of their own grave
Wondering when Jesus comes, are they gonna be saved
Holy to the little bishop, tells the king his lies
Maybe you're a mourner, maybe you deserve to die

They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope
He's never coming back

They were crying when their sons left
All your men must go
He's come so far to find no truth
He's never going home

Welcome to the soldier side
Where there is no one here but me
People all grow up to die
There is no one here but me

Welcome to the soldier side
There is no one here but me
People on the soldier side
There is no one here but me

Posted at 11/29/2005 8:02:23 pm by Lin986

Saturday, November 26, 2005
I hate the holidays

I'm just glad that it's all over. . .for now at least. There was just way too much shit to deal with this year and i am just glad that it's behind us and that it won't be back for a whole year. . good times right? =P. Soo anyway shit load of family came over, whitney came too and all thats left at the house is whitney which is good. . .can only deal with so many people in one area and having my grandmother, whit and brother his fucking wife and their demonic child all in one house for one retarded reason is just...well retarded. Tried my best to help relieve the stress in the kitchen with my mom but thats basically all i really did. . . its not a big thing to me. . . no holiday is. . . just a waste of time and a waste of money. Well enough with the holiday shit. . . . have a whole nother shit load of stuff being added on to it with all that i have due on monday for class. Go figure that all the classes that happen to give me something due all happened to be the classes that i have on monday. . so here i am procrastinating on saturday. . . but i did manage to get quite a bit done today. Did my math and biology test this morning before we all went out for dinner. . . i didnt really wanna go. . more so didn't even wanna be with anyone today, just wanted to chill alone for a bit and just think. So when ppl bug me when i dont want to be bugged i get all spaced out and just dont pay attention all together. Soo since i had to go to the library and pick up some books for my research paper due on monday it gave me the perfect oppertunity to be by myself and not have to deal with all those around me. . . i just needed to be by myself for once. So many people here this past week just is fucking with me. Honestly i enjoyed going to the library and being there alone and walking home very slow so i didnt have to see anyone for a bit. Twas nice, but now back to the real world. . chaos. . . nice. Speaking of which i fucked up so much this week i dunno wtf is going on in that head of mine. . something i assume but who knows, right? I've been totally ignoring terence when i would talk to him. Not on purpose mind you, cuz i would never do that, but there has been soo many distractions around me this week that i totally put him on the side from everything else. >< feel so bad about that. Hopefully when normalacy returns i won't screw it up again. . .cuz i really dont do that but i dunno. . like i said am all fucked up. I'm just gonna leave that at that cuz if i go into it more i won't stop writing and well there is no time for that. . . . anyway i got nothing else really, So i'm just gonnaa enjoy the music of hypnotize and just attempt to enjoy the rest of my vacation. . . if you could even calll it that. .

Posted at 11/26/2005 4:32:54 pm by Lin986

Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Wuwu one more day

One more day till what you ask? Whit coming? Nooooo Thanksgiving?? Fuck nooo. . then what u retard?! Till mah vacation. Screw everything else i need my days off to relax from college. Oh wait wait not true. Cuz even during my vacation which i was once looking forward to has been turned into an even more stressful week with 3 of my four classes piling on all this uncessary bull shit that happens to be all due on the same day. /sigh i never seem to get a break. . i gues my real break will be when i am done with the semester and i get to see my segzy. . so long from now. . fucking college ><. Soo bascially now i have a math test on monday, a biology take-home test due that day and a first draft of my research paper for enlgish. . oh boy such fun right? Thats gotta pile with all the family tahts gonna be here plus whitney. . . . i dont need this right now. . . no matter what this school always finds a way to bite me in the ass and fuck me over.(not literally of course). I also that week gotta get advised because apparently i am gonna have to register for next srping cuz i still dont know if i am gonna be trasfered yet. . . . or at all . . . .god how i hate nyc and they're fucked up college system. DAMN U CUNY!! Well anyway lets see tomorrow is my last day for classes and a lot of ppl will be coming over tomorrow cuz they will not only be staying over but some are just comiing over for the hell of it. Like we wont see u the next day for fucking thanksgivng right? Fucktards. But whatever right? Just tune it all out lol. What is the point of this holiday? OR any for that matter? I'm sure i must say this every year when the holidays come around lol. .  .but i mean really wtf. Guess i'll never understand it. . .  .but all i know is that its all a waste of time and moeny. Anyway on a more interesting note.  .rangers won today against buffalo wuwwu. . even though all i saw was OT and teh almost close shootout it was still good for me ^^. Soo 3-2 i guess u can consider it with the winning shootout lol. . oohhh and the best news of teh day. I got teh NEW SYSTEM OF A DOWN CD AND ITS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!1111!!!1!1!!!ONE!!!1 Yea its good shit and i encourage all to listen to it. They were also in nyc today and i didnt see them >< cuz i am a total retard. . but i had class and it was fucking cold out omgz!! Right now they should be performing at webster hall they were having a show their tonight. . omg omg omg i cant wait to they premire that on mtv2 cuz i'ma watch it. Well i got nothing else for ya, but get the new soad cd cuz its good shit =)

Posted at 11/22/2005 10:20:47 pm by Lin986

Sunday, November 20, 2005
Wow one month already. . =)

Bet your wondering what that means? Well now try to figure it out by yourself and maybe I'll say something. . .should i be feeling nice enough to do so =). Well it is nice to be able to get up and not have to worry about some project, test or paper due the following day and procrastinating until the final hours like i had weeks before. Soo yay i finally get to enjoy a weekend doing absolutely nothing wuwu. So you may be asking what have you been doing? Heh don't remeber the last time i wrote so i am just gonna start writing about anything lolz. Ummm thursday had my bio test wasn't too bad plus had my english midterm. Got a B on the paper, not complaining. I mean it is better than getting a C or something. Midterm was basically shit. . .grammer. . . why the fuck are we learning that in an English 201 class? Shouldnt we be writing papers? You'd think that right? Well we only wrote maybe 2 papers this whole semester so far. She was thinking we would be writing like 8 papers. . .but she's so fucking dumb.. i'm not complaining. I get enough work from my other three classes her just adding to it would just make it worse. Soo ok friday i got my economic test back. 80% soo wuwu with that cuz i thought i failed lolz. Also that project i had was due. And of course i waited until like 12am the night before and started working on it. Why? I dunno i am a fucking slacker i mean omg so much more than last year. . yea that college feeling wore off. . . now instead of trying to get good grades i will be happy with just a barely pass. . .heh not a good way to look at college but i mean i can't help it. I mean this is suppose to help me get this career i am going to have. . . so what if i fuck up a few clases right? Niiice way of looking at it retard. . lol yea i slack. . it's a skill.  ph34r it =P. Hmmm speaking of which i need to get advised for spring 06 registration because i dunno if i am going to mah new college next semester or not. . but i mean of course that would happen. . thats how everything happens. . .get you hopes up for what? Shear disappointment lol. . . shouldn't do that anymore heh. Soo what do i have to look forward to this week coming up? Well first off i have only 3 days of classes and i am happy about that cuz less classes means more time to slack =p. Also system of a downs new cd is coming out. . already listened to it ohh about 20times that I can recall. . could be mroe. . .not less though. Listening to it right now. . lol good shit. Ummm thanksgiving is something that i am not looking forward to but it is coming up so bleh. . whit's coming so thats cool. . . family coming over. . not cool. . .oh i hope everyone gets into a fight. . i like to see the drama. . . the pissed off faces. . . the bull shit arguing. . .i jsut may have to start it off. . .get that ball rolling. . . =). I need a job lolz. . . slacker omg >< yea thats me. Sum me up in one word.. . i'm sure people have many more but please leave those for the tag board. . but slacker must take the cake. . well now, who would of thought i would bull shit so much. And to think i thought i had nothing to say to you people. Feel the love my bloggers. . . feel it. .

Posted at 11/20/2005 2:47:21 pm by Lin986

Wednesday, November 16, 2005
OMG /cry!!!

Looked at the system of a down website and i found out that they are gonna be in NYC for their album release and i wanna go omg omg! The first 400 people are gonna be able to get autographs and go to their show later that night omg /cry!! I also found out that is letting you listen to the whole album before it comes out. Soo here i am blogging and listening to it and it fucking ROCKS!!! Omg i am soo gonna try as hard to get there and see them ><. And if i am lucky get an autograph. Lol anyway enough of me being ohh so crazy lolz. Anyway something is really been fucking me up this week. I mean i can usually handle the stress but for like the second time this week i woke up late and had to run out of the house totally feeling like crap ><. I just hope it doesnt happen tomorrow cuz i have 2 test tomorrow one being a midterm and i need to get up early tomorrow cuz its my early day, der lolz and i just hope i hear the alarm this time lolz. Hmm so lets see i have this extra credit project in economics due on friday and am hoping to start it up after i write this entry, cuz its due soon and well even though its not mandatory i probably fucked up the test we had on tuesday and i need a boost in my grades as much as i can possibly get at this point. I dont need to be failing classes and since i didnt drop any i really need to be on the ball about making sure not only that i pass these classes but that i get an ok decent mark so it doesnt drop my gpa so low that it will totally fuck me up in the transfering process. Hmm lets see what else. . oh yes everything goes good with mah segzy terence soo yayorz for that =). . .ohh yes the rangers played yesterday and i actually saw a game for once after missing soo many lol. It was against toronto and boy was if a fucking awesome game. Granted we lost but we were so damn close. . .that damn breakaway >< omg jagar almost had it. . bah. If it wasnt for teh penatlies we would of won. Hmmm well lets see i got nothing else to write and lets all just hope i do well on these tests lol. Oh yea whit is coming next week. . yay . . . . o god thanksgiving is next week ><. . /sigh this should be fun a bunch of family that you dont wanna fucking see and getting into a fight in the mist of it. . .good times. . .

Posted at 11/16/2005 6:32:54 pm by Lin986

Monday, November 14, 2005
OMFG I am a tard

Jeeze leave it to me to stay up way past the time i am suppose to and then miss the class that i needed to go today. What am i talking about u ask? Well i had this english paper due today a big one before the midterms so she says she wanted a decent grade for us. Soo we worked on it for like 2 weeks and then she told us last week that it would be due on monday. So this whole weekend because i procrastinated so, i emalied her constantly back and forth about what i was writing and if it was ok and shit, so i was typing it yesterday and whatever. So its around 11pm and i just finished talking to Terence OMGZ MAH SEGZY!!!!! <3, and i was gonna stay online till about 1am which was the time i usually go to sleep inorder to get up at 5:45am successfully. Heh got kinda caught up in something and didn't end up going to sleep until about 2amish lol soo waking up at 5:45am was not going to happen and if it was it wasn't going to be easy. And sure enough what happened. I woke up when the alarm went off hit it and then went back to sleep. . . . thinking it was only 5mins later i propped up head up to realize that i had overslept for like an hour. Soo attempting to rush everything i took a shower and what not and realized oh shit i am not gonna make it, i should of already left by now this is bull shit the one day that i actually needed to be there and i'm not. Soo i ended up missing the class and emailing her the paper. . .which i dunno if she got yet cuz she is such a fucking space case omgz. Aynway enough of my woes. . . cleaned up room up this weekend for an upcomming visitor =P and it's so wierd to see nothing on the floor in my room. . .not to mention the carpet is vaccuumed and the beds are made and it just looks like something that i would never be able to live in because give me a day and that shit will become a mess. I dont like heh am soo messy, but when i can and have the time to i do clean up and it always looks so purdy(like terence omgz! bwa ha ha paybacks a bitch!!!) Hmmm lets see, been missing a lot of the hockey games cuz i am soo damn slow and hardly know whats going on around me let alone trying to keep up with mah hockey team. Soo next week is thanksgiving and this should be quite and interesting one. My brother and sis-in-law and going to be over here for the first time since they were married and man if not careful something may just start and a big fight could errupt. . . hehe kinda makes the holidays more fun. . speaking of which omgz i need a fooking job ><. . . starting to apply at places. . wonder if anyone will even take meh. . who knows right. Well i am too tired to write anything else. . .need to find something to keep me occupied while terence is at band =(. . . bleh lolz

Posted at 11/14/2005 7:40:05 pm by Lin986

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Heh soo yea apparently some people didn't like what I wrote in my last entry lolz. It's ok I know i am a bitch it's jsut sad how long it took for some to figure that out. So I am just gonna shut up about it now before I just go off and no one wants that, because I can make you cry and want to kill yourself sooo. . .i'm done =). Sooo apparently I had this math test on friday that i didnt even know about and i was like holy shit thats great i am gonna fail. . .but luckily i got a 96% so i am not complaining at all lolz. Of course this next week, which happens to be my last full week this month, everything is being piled on. I have my english paper due on monday, my economics test on tuesday, then i have my biology test on thrusday with my english midterm, and on friday my economics project due. . . wow whee thats a lot of shit that needs to be done lolz. But whatever i did worse before so i can handle the pressure. With these little pains out of my life now i can concentrate on more important things and thats all good with me. Soooo the rangers omg wtf they are fucking rocking all of a sudden. Winning not only against the panthers but against the tampa bay lightning too. And where are the devils in all of this?! Crying over their little martin broduer and his ghey lil injury lolz hahaha and now they can't even win a game for their life. So theres their big secrect. Want to beat the new jersey devils? Just injure their star goltender because thats who saves there asses everygame. And with no star to save your ass well your basically fucked. Hmmm you'd think I would have more to type about. . . and there is something that i do want to touch on but am being soo strong not to go there because i will end up looking to mean or and i quote "Childish". Ahh ok well am still sick and it fucking sucks but hopefully by monday i will be ok so i dont have to go to class with a tissue plugged up in mah nose lolz. Cause i am sure i am grossing some people out by that lolz. Hmm i need a job, i need money wtf. . lolz omg no one will hire me why not u fucktards!! Yea bunch of randoms stuff that i just said lolz. Feh I want december to be here so I can see terence lolz. . .who is he? Tsk tsk nosey people. But I mean this is a blog wtf did u expect right? Right. Well i think I have taken up more than enough of your time. . .so i will stop. . . oh and by the way I apologize for taking so long to respond. . . =) yea yea i am one childish bitch. . .but you know what? Fuck with me and thats the last person you will ever fuck with. Ever. . . be afraid my dears because you don't even know =)

Posted at 11/12/2005 4:56:51 pm by Lin986

Wednesday, November 09, 2005
My life's a mess =P

I guess you can use that in a literal and metaphorical sense. . . Literally in the sense that i have so much confusion going on its not even funny. . . i have slacked soo much with everything around me that it's all starting to show ><. . probably the only thing that isn't fucked up in my life right now is my relationship with my boyfriend. I have completed ignored everything else that i used to do and if i do do anything i do it like half ass with no effort whatsoever. Why? I have no fucking clue. . .i can juggle a lot of things at a time believe me but i dunno ever since classes started again in august its been a slow decline that i am just waiting for to crash and am surpised it hasn't yet. Example. . monday i had my biology test and i literally said u know what fuck it i am not gonna study i can't i dont understand it so if i fail whatver i had to drop the course and thats it. But the thing is i didnt want to drop the course because i am so far behind on credits as is that i dont wanna even be more behind. Granted my attitiude toward it could of been a little bit better, but i had been burnt out from the previous week taking 3 midterms that i wasnt in any mood to take another test. Luckily i did pass the test by the skin of mah teeth and dont have to drop the course. . .and here i am with math homework due tomorrow and intro paragraph in english and i haven't even done it yet. But last year if i had something like this to do it would of been done by at least 3 days before its due date. . .and here i am back to my highschool habits of waiting till the day before i finish it up. Another thing i have neglected hobbies. I used to sew everyday to make my costumes. . .but it's like the buzz is gone from it. Granted i still enjoy doing it, but i feel i have more important and more interesting things to do then sit in front of a machine and prick my fingers 100 times. That i blame everquest on lolz. . . even though i know i cant =). Another thing is friendships. My friend amanda and i used to talk every fucking day or so on aim for like hours at a time. . . but in the last few months more like since sept we kinda drifted from each other. . .she got a boyfriend so i can understand, well now, how much time that takes up. . we hardly talk online at all anymore. . i dont actually remeber the last time i talked with her lolz thats how bad its been. . who's fault is that? Probably mine. . well most definately mine. . . like we have nothing really to say to each other anymore. . again my fault cuz i have these new friends that i share something with and talk to them more now and neglect other. . . again my fault but wasnt intentional.. . . whatever right fuck it, life changes you move on to new things and then eventually move on to something else. . so to sum up i am a fuck up and i need to try and not be so much of one. . first need to fix teh college stuff. . .  .then maybe the others or maybe not and just let them be till it just fades. . . whatever. .

saw this rate your life thing on a friends blog, you know who u are =P, and thought i try it and ohh boy is it bad so i will post it anyway lolz =P

This Is My Life, Rated
Life: 4.8
Mind: 3.6
Body: 5.7
Spirit: 2.5
Friends/Family: 3.5
Love: 7.7
Finance: 4.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Posted at 11/9/2005 1:16:31 pm by Lin986

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